Description
New Helluva boss and I love some angst so I couldn’t resist. Writing this as an Ace is crazy though gotta say. Self destructing in the way Stolas does is so interesting and tragic, like an addict going back to a fix. I also used Sia’s chandelier a bit in the lines because that song is also about addiction, partying and self destruction.
Instrumental:
https://youtu.be/btRWV8qvFhQ?is=gO99xI6GJQaBa2iX
Also cross your fingers for me because I got this beat where I get all my others from the same producer and yet this one got claimed even though the rights say it’s not exclusive, and from some random channel? Rude truly. I disputed it but I might not make any money from this one rip.
Lyrics:
I who have nothing
And nothing have I
Wonder this road with
Nothing to provide
Please silence this constant shame, guilt my ear
Take me to a quiet place where no one dare hears
Just give me the feeling
Of being alive
And the constant pain
That will stay by my side
Tangled in sheets just not in my head
Please shove my body right back into
You're bed
One two three one two three think
One two three one two three sink
Down below till the distortion of sound
Down below till I’m not around
The sound of pain
You call my name
The ropes I’ve learned
are the only reward I have earned
The Familiarity
Always welcomes me
The addiction I express
Is a fix I must have
I confess
Come and smother me
Yours for all to see
As long as I’ll be
Nowhere to be found